Oh and i happened to see this flash jukebox from a website, did some work and got it up my domain too, and all the songs are mp3 quality! Will be uploading the latest songs and music that i like into the jukebox to share :) Well, in this present IT world, alot of scripts and programs are already written out, most of the things we actually can get sources from somewhere, its just the customization part. Thats why, i really dont like programming these days, i would prefer to get into design. I love to create things, thats where my sense of achievement came from, and it is the drive to my passion.
Thats some childish thinking, after you come into work field, u will find out that, alot of stuff are just repeating things over and over again. I am trying get out of this circle, if my work cannot fulfill my desire, i have to work on it my own, in search of my own passion, to get back my drive for work.
Life at home today, watching the tv, reading blogs, chatting with my dad and mum, and coming out with a plan to help my sis. My sis is exactly like me, years ago, trapped at home, as parents dont allow us to hang out with friends because they felt we were too young. I would not say they are wrong, but i would say, sometimes they are too over protective. Because i was only able to stay at home, i started playing electronic games, and got real addicted to it.
My sis, now kinda a game addicted, at such an age, its real scary. I see it coming from her, as i've been through. Play too much games at that age make you lose out alot of fun things you should have. Like taking part in the CCA, where you can get to know more friends, developing a better personality.
Otaku, the term for home stayers, they are mostly weirdos because of the world they live in, is different. Most are real bad when it comes to communication, had a hard time trying to get along with people in real life. I am still going through the transition stage, it feels real tough. I do not want my sis to walk my steps again, definitely parents are too over protective, then its time for the bro to be the devil. Muahahhahaha.
Starting from next month all her access will be locked, i am implementing a network security password, for my dad to constraint her usage with her and my dad computer. Even that would not be enough, as parents are mostly too soft hearted. So i am also implementing a network traffic block on specific hours, so even if she can log in her com, she cant use the network.
And i've just apply cable vision tv, going to pluck out the card from it when i leave for work and lock it in my safe. So she cant even watch the tv. Wahahahah evil bro is coming to town. Its for your own good!!!
If she's bored she can always go down to my cousin house to learn to play the piano, evil grinz. Damn y i didnt have such an evil bro last time, MUM!
Man, maybe then i wouldnt be such an Otaku trying so hard to live the normal life now, trying hard to mix around, work sux, no concentration, even got blind plain rejection by the girl i like, life has up and downs, and i guess i am at the bottom of the pit.
But i will make it through, goooo densha otaku! hahaha. Will post about densha otaku when i have time, such a nice show, its my show!, only that he has a better outcome haha.