It's so late in the night, yet i am still awake, a happy day for some unknown reason. The weird weather doesnt seems to affect me. I was happy in the night to hear that one of my good friend, miss dao found her love! Months ago, this cute little friend of mine does attract me a lot to try to get to know her more. Although nothing really happen, nevertheless we are still friends! The more the merrier yeah.
A lot of things happened this few weeks, i guess it always did, live is just full of surprises. She asked me, so do i have any target? I tried to think, but i guess i dont need to, as i cant feel my heart anymore. Not really sad, not really numb, its just hollow, without unhappiness, sometimes, its good also i guess. Maybe this is what some people are looking forward for? a time without unhappiness, without worrying about your feelings.
Priorities and goals in life always change, mine just did again.
A man without a goal is like a fire without its flame, someone told me this before, but i feel that a man without his confidence is worse. Nah, i have confidence with myself, but myself doesnt have confidence with me anymore. haha
Silent night, balding old man, nonsense, these link now.