I will still feel sad, of course, but when the time comes, i will try to focus elsewhere. And yea, after a week, u will actually felt that things are not that difficult. It can be really simple, maybe i am complicating things. I then also realised the world isnt that dark after all, just a passing cloud causing the shade.
地球不会应任何人而停止转动，我们的世界也不会为一人而毁灭。领悟了这道理，其实你的空虚与寂寞不是应为你心中缺少了任何人，而是因为你为了一个人而选择了关闭自己的世界，让自己沉醉在空虚里。
这股力量，会令周围的人不知如何帮你好，而大多数的人都会选择让你自己独自领悟其中的道理。你有可能有觉得周围没人关心你，而越陷越深，沉进黑暗的漩涡。事情其实很简单，有心事，有困难，感到难过，空虚，想想自己有可能在钻牛角尖，把心打开吧。世界不是那么的黑暗如果你的心里有曙光。
失去不代表失败，而是代表着一个新的希望，新的开始。开心的看待生命的过程，是我还在学习的人生课程。
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Tuesday, 3rd of July
Today is my cousin rom day.
We are invited to the buffet dinner at Sembawang beach, i do not know if this place is of a great remembrance to the couple. But this place does means alot to me, a place with great memories. My family used to come here often when i was very young, i do not have much memories, but the photos we took shows it all. I do remember that the olden days sembawang beach, is a great place for family outings, its consider a large park to us, probably because we are still small. We used to catch crabs, build sand castle, fishing the things which most kids in our days will do. As the only beach at the north side, sembawang beach does plays a big role in our childhood.
And not only that, i dated my first love at this beach on our first date too, ahaha.. sounds so old fashion right. But seriously, it is good, because you will still remember, even years after, definitely better memories better than dating a girl in the city at some shopping mall. Those were the days, i will say to my children haha.
Enough of side topic, i came here straight from work after meeting my cousin, but was kinda shocked to see the only few of us at around 730pm. Even the wedding couple isnt here. But within the next half an hour, a large crowd arrived, his friends, our relatives.
My cousin smiling very hard (we all laugh at that) with his beloved wife.My cousin is only 21 this year, and now he is already happily married. The rest of us, the cousins, were there haizzz, why earlier than us, hahaha, especially when i still do not have any girl to hold on to and say "just imagine, our day will come".
My cute baby cousin dancing in the dark. There's an attached 3gp video below, but only can be viewed with quick time player. Its rather dark, because its taken with my handphone, but she's really cute and funny ahaha.Ceris dancing video
In just one week, i have 3 cousins getting married, oh man, great pressure haha. Marriage is still a very serious decision to make i feel, definitely not that early for me hahaha.
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Friday, 6th July
Today is TGIF again! We had 2 long days of training, we were kinda tired. The angmoh trainer is rather impressive, with his spanish or finland-ish i totally dont understand when he's on the phone, and his english is rather good too.
Liang seah street.We wanted to go to Liang seah for lunch today, but the kopitiam is fully packed. So our hunger brought us down the street to search for a better place. It was then, i saw this restaurant. Lai lai Taiwanese beef noodles restaurant, it definitely give u the taiwanese feel for some reason. I do not know why, maybe because i spend a month at taiwan last year, i just can feel that their restaurant have this special familiar feeling. The furnitures are very plain, there's a very familiar scent in the air, and they broadcast the latest taiwanese pop songs.
The beef noodles definitely rox, maybe this is just my kind of taste. The price is that cheap though, its around 6.90 for a small bowl, i ordered a medium bowl at 7.90. The set meal looks better, with beef noodles, 盐酥鸡 and taiwanese bubble tea at 12.90. The thing i like about authentic taiwanese bubble tea, they uses the real green or red tea leaf instead of those in tea bags.
yum yum.
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Today is sunday.
A boring weekend rather, i've spend the precious days slacking, trying to recover myself, mentally and physically. Watching tv, reading books, playing games, chatting with friends.
It seems to be the durian season recently, i hear lotsa girls shouting help recently, because of the smell haha.
I dont really craved for durians but i do like the exotic taste. The only bad thing about eating durians is that you will smell like a durian, even your pee smells like it. Mum brought some durians home today and gave me a plate of it, taste great but its just very heaty, afraid of pimples outbreak again so i only took a few.
I still remember seeing a colleague, who is black guy accidentally had a bite from a durian puff in one of the weekly TGIF session and send him running straight to the gents. Everyone thought he's going to puke, and we all start laughing, he came back and 1st thing he said, "owww it taste like shit in my mouth", we burst into laughters again.
I woke up real late today, because we watched transformer in the midnight show just yesterday. A movie of the year i would say, great graphics, nice story, and good humor. Definitely a movie not to be missed, alot of my cousins do not want to watch as they are afraid it gona be a boring cyber war film. Girls.... but this movie will prove them wrong, it has war, romance, comedy and 3D graphics in real life environment. Definitely cost a big bomb, way to go Michael bay!