I woke up at 6am today, wanted to go to work earlier so that i can finish up my remaining work that has to be done. Head is still heavy, i dragged my feet over the cold floor like a zombie, wash up, took a shower, then i think i stoned for half an hour, mind is empty. The next thing i know is i've reached my work place but i was actually only half an hour earlier than the rest of the days.
Something caught my eye at the door, and out of curiosity i took a closer look, and broke out into laughter. Here's what i saw.
It reads: Have you seen this man, He has not been seen for 21 days and his pregnant wife is looking all over for him, if you spot the man anywhere, please drop us an email, something like that.
I had a good laugh over it, it appears to be one of colleague trying to make fun of another who went for reservist for like 3 weeks. And today is the day he's coming back. This appeared to be only the start of the plan, as i saw my colleague holding on to a file of fliers coming out from the door. I asked him where's he heading with the fliers, he said their plan is to paste it all over bugis. Oh my holy s***, ahahahaha, he gona get famous for this.
All thanks to their clever and ingenious plan who had me laughing at it every few mins when someone walk past and asked "omg, did u see the poster in the lift? its everywhere!"
I feel much better, and another piece of news, is that she shifted only a visible distance from where i am sitting. Although i see it coming, that sooner or later, she's gona leave, but i just felt this min of happiness in me, which i think its all that matters. I seems to have a little more eye contact with her today, but i still feel the coldness. Work started to pour in, and i got real busy again. On and off, i will walk around looking for pm to ask questions, at the same time took short glance of her from far, seems my only way of motivation.
How I wished i can leave earlier today, as i think i haven see my parents for quite a period of time. Everyday went home after 12, work and work. Taxi fare is killing me, going broke sooner or later. I actually asked a few friends to go out and have a dinner today, but my friends, staying west and east. The guys were ok until 1 guy said meet at the west, the rest gave up, then the meeting is called off. i take a look at my work load tomorrow, quite a heavy one. I then decided to finish them off tonight then, so that i wont be that rush tomorrow.
Picture of a weird sun set with rays of sun light shinning through the clouds like cracks in the sky.It starts again, work and work, till around 8pm my colleagues asked me to go for dinner with them, i thought about it, not much money left, they always got for 10bucks meal, i guess i skip. Hoped i can finished my work before 10 to go home and have my dinner, but somehow i stoned on my seat after 10, "daydreaming" again, before i realized its 11 already, i guess it just seems my brain is asking me to stop, so no point staying then. I grabbed my bag and went home straight, here i am writting this long post again without taking my dinner... sleep time, hope i dont dream of her that much.